Introduction about myself

My name is Ogbodo Rosemary Obianuju am 34 years old I have 2 children Separated from husband because Of physical abuse and cheating trying to put my self together and move on with life I studied accounting with some other skills. Before the separation the marriage lasted for 11 years, but we stay 9 years looking for children from one hospital to the other when God final answer our prayer I become pregnant with twins Oga change started coming back very late at night started cheat too when I ask him why now he will say when I put to bed he start coming back on time and stop cheat I told him is now I needed you the must he never change his mind, I carry twin pregnancy with so much pain depression high blood pressure too much bleeding but God be merciful I give brith to my twins a boy and a girl all thank to God. Hoping he will change he upgrade to physical abuse that is when leave him before I die since I left he as never ask after his children or send any money for the up keep the The whole thing overwhelming I can't even get hold of myself to stop thinking my BP can't come down I don't even know how I get here I don't even see this aspect coming I thought after sleeping in the hospital for years that this children coming will bring more joy to our family.